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August 12, 2007

Early morning ramblings

This is what 5:33 a.m. looks like at my house. I can’t sleep. I’ve been tossing and turning and thinking since 4:00. I finally got up because I was keeping Jer up. I think I’m just very overwhelmed. There is SO much floating around in my head. I figured if I got up and just thought about it, made some lists, then maybe I could go sleep for a few hours. What’s so important that I can’t sleep? Well, here, I’ll purge to you, my wonderful bloggy friends and then you can think about it and I will go sleep…

- Of course, the showhome! It is 4 weeks from NEEDING to be done and there is lots and lots to do yet (draperies, accessories, furniture, details, details, details).

- I’ve been asked by the same people to do another home (not a showhome, just a basic house in another small town, spec home).

- we are weeks away from putting our house up for sale (hopefully in the next 3 weeks sometime) and there is lots to be done to get it to the point where it’s ready to sell.

- all the details for our new house…the floorplan, the meeting with the bank, organizing trades, picking selections, moving!

- going to see Josh Groban in 14 hours and I’m so excited that it’s just one more thing I’m thinking about.

- Aidan’s birthday party on Saturday…making cake, buying food, get a present.

The one and only think I’m not having to think or worry about…what I’m wearing to the concert tonight. (Well, I have to decide which of the two shirts to wear that I purchased, but that’s just a minor detail). Yes, dear friends, I bought myself something hot! Well, it makes me feel good, so that’s enough for me. I even got new shoes. I NEVER buy new shoes. Sorry for the poor picture, I was guessing where they were when I took the picture because it’s the MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT and I couldn’t see them!! Yeah, I’m taking pictures of shoes in the wee morning hours. I was in the city this morning (oh, I guess that would be yesterday morning) and I decided to go to Payless Shoes. I wasn’t actually planning on buying anything. Then I saw these. And suddenly I needed an outfit to go with them. Kind of spontaneous, not terribly justifiable, but oh, so sweet! Besides, isn’t Josh worth it? I think so… : ) (and who needs to justify 4 1/2 inch heels? Not I)

Okay, well I’m off to the land of nod. Wish me luck and sleep.

6 Comments »

  1. I hope you guys have a great time tonight and that you were able to sleep a bit more. You should try “stomping around the yard”, that should help you sleep!

    Comment by Tara — August 12, 2007 @ 8:07 pm

  2. hope you did get some more sleep

    praying for all your concerns

    love your shoes and hope you have a good time

    Comment by Jen — August 12, 2007 @ 9:42 pm

  3. Erin,
    you sound like me with my lists, things running through my head, and it all causing me not to sleep. I never can sleep when there’s something big the next day like an amazing concert!! I hope you have a GREAT time tonight, but I don’t expect anything but!!! I can’t wait to hear all about it, then tomorrow you can start all over with your worry list and tackling those things. I have one of my own to tackle! Too bad we can’t get together, drink a cup of coffee at Starbucks or shop somewhere to ease our minds of our lists, and then possibly consider tackling them AFTER we’ve had some R&R time together! :) (Dreaming, right?!) Anyway, have fun, and when you get back, I hope you can get the things done in manageable time with the least amount of stress possible.

    :)

    Comment by it's me, Val — August 12, 2007 @ 10:39 pm

  4. :) guess what? brian and i were coming home from the states when the “josh caravan” overtook us. now i know WHY the tickets were soooooo expensive!! THEY HAD 12 HUGE SHINY SEMIS and one swanky coach (with dark tinted windows) — it takes a lot of cash to refuel those babies. we don’t know FOR SURE that it was “them” but i think it’s a pretty safe bet. :)

    love the shoes.

    aidens birthday is FRIDAY? i have it marked for SATURDAY?…

    you are moving? AHH. that is huge.

    Comment by Ruth — August 13, 2007 @ 1:10 am

  5. Sounds like you have alot on your plate. Good luck with your list. And btw… I LOVE the shoes. I wish I had a reason to wear those. somehow I doubt they go with my PJs, the daily staple once September starts.

    Comment by Alexis Jacobs — August 14, 2007 @ 10:42 am

  6. Ok…you’re turning in to me. I buy shoes and then the clothes, or jewelry and then the clothes…..

    Good for you! Those shoes are hot!

    Comment by Jen — August 23, 2007 @ 9:45 pm

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